Asking too much

   Be careful what you wish for

'Cause you just might get it all

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  And then some you don't want

- Daughtry

It just happened to me.
I know how to ask, I know what I want.
And I guess that I should be glad that it came true.

But who knows?




I will wait for time to tell.




Oh, and coz my life's so bizarre,
maybe I should change a.scarlet.fantasy.
to MyBizarreLife.

Not.
Never.

I love a.scarlet.fantasy. too much.

MyBizarreLife could become my 'brand' for this year,
where I'm seventeen ( :D ) ??

I guess.
Last year's (when I was 16 -well, technically speaking, I'm still 16.
Between 16 and 17.
What's more,
I'm quite surprised I don't miss 16 much.
And I thought I liked sixteen.)
was Mystique 16.

:) :) :) :) :) :)

Who

Who ?
A Short Story

  Heather pressed the repeat button on her iPod, to hear the too familiar rhythm at the beginning of the song. She leaned back against the chair, staring out at the rain. The song soon reached the chorus part: ‘I need a little more luck than a little bit…’ It was ‘Tongue Tied’ by Faber Drive. The lyrics suited her mood.

  She continued sitting there, watching the rain as it fell, making fine streaks across the air. As she stared, she noticed a curious sight.

  Right across the street, there was a vacant double-storey house. At least it was, until a few months ago, when Heather noticed that an old lady had shifted in. Nobody believed Heather though, especially her mum, when she tried to tell her. ‘If somebody had shifted in, we would know. There would’ve been delivery vans and everything. Look at the house; do you think it would still be in this condition if someone really shifted in? Do you really believe that anyone in the right mind would want to live there? Just look at it Heath!’  Heather knew better than to argue with her mum, so she just kept her mouth shut. But she did revise her observations.

  Sure enough, the house didn’t look fit enough for anyone to live in. Cobwebs concealed holes that were once windows, while creepers crept on the walls, growing over the dirty paint so that the house looked like some kind of concrete plant. Two cracked pots sat on the balcony, which railings look like they could snap and fall at the slightest touch. The yard was overgrown with weeds that were waist high and towards the east was a huge maple tree that looked like it could touch the clouds if it tried hard enough. The place was eerie, and even adults, not to mention children, would cross the road to the other side when they passed.

  Heather had put it behind the mind, but it was then, when she first saw the startling sight. Because there in the rain, around a blazing fire, Heather could make out a black shadow. The shadow that had a human’s outline, seemed to be warming her hands over the fire. Maybe it was the shadow, maybe it was the fire in the rain, but anyway, Heather scooped up her iPod and stuffed it into her pocket -totally forgetting her luck that day- grabbed an umbrella and went out.

  She stepped across the puddles in the mud and headed to the bush where she had made a hole through it ever since she noticed that the house was inhabited and peeked through it.

  Nothing strange or unusual happened at first, the lady -which Heather saw- sat as still as a statue, only moving her hands occasionally, till the song on Heather’s iPod ended. And everything happened so quickly. As Heather glanced down at the little display screen, the lady glanced up at Heather and ---

  There are many mysteries in the world, and beyond it. But two things I know for sure are that the lady was a witch, and also, the last song that Heather heard was ‘Shadow of the Day’. After that incident, Heather vanished, and no one knew or suspected a thing. Those who knew her had their minds modifies and as for the fire, it was the Eternal Flame, which burns anywhere, no matter what the conditions, but only that amount.

  I was the one who put out the flame - something that only two people in the world know and can do- but as for who I am, well, let’s just say that I’ll remain one of the mysteries in the world, and beyond it.

by, 

Violetta Westwick
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Takin' Back My Love lyrics

Songwriters: Iglesias, Enrique; Khayat, Nadir; Storm, Frankie;

Go ahead just leave,

can't hold you,
you're free
You take all these things,
if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams,
'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know
you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold,
you say it ain't so
You already know
I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
my love,
my love,
my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do
but give love to you?
I'm just confused
as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet,
all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys,
that's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me,
I'm your girl
You're out of control
(So what?) LOL!!
How could you let go?
(Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
my love,
my love,
my love

I'd give it all up
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
my love,
my love,
my love

So all this love I give you,
take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's
the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)
If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money,
take it all away

I'd give it all up
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
my love,
my love

I'd give it all up
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
my love,
my love
I'd give it all up
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much
but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
my love, my love,
my love

Ooh, my love
(I'm taking back my love)
Ooh, my love

Without you

Hinder – Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that
I’m ready to let you leave

Without you,
I live it up a little more everyday
Without you,
I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up
cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
Cause something changed,
you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that
I’m ready to let you leave

Without you,
I live it up a little more everyday
Without you,
I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fineWithout you

Cause something changed,
you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that
I’m ready to let you leave

Without you,
I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id sayI’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

Home : By Daughtry

Home lyrics

(I think of this song when I'm homesick, which actually doesn't happen that often. But there're great lyrics though.)

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.